The last couple of weeks have been a hell for me. I went to my foot doctor because something wasn't feeling right in my left foot . At the time I thought that If I were given orthotix my pain would go away. Unfourtunatly the x rays showed that I had shattered something and would need to have surgery. I freaked out at first because he said that If this was bad enough and I had to go through surgery, my figure skating days would be over. He gave me a place where they were to give me an MRI to confirm that it was indeed an issue. I had my MRI three days later and the results came in. He called my mother and said "We must do the surgery. It is a very bad break and could lead to her not walking again. When my mom told me the news I flipped. My skating career is over and if I don't have this surgery than my joint will give out and I wont be able to move my foot anymore. I just recently got into tennis and I am playing with my school tennis team. When my dad comes home from Asia we have to go see the doctor and he is to tell me how soon the surgery needs to be. I'm hoping that it doesn't have to be done soon because I really want to play on the tennis team this year. He said that it will be a three month recovery in a cast and I can't play tennis like that. I'm quite scared of having the surgery done and I'm worried about damaging my foot as I'm playing tennis. Anyone have any advice on how to get through this?

Ok i drew Lavi^^

Hey all! Well It's about 9:08 pm and I'm over at my grandma's house. My Grandpa had a stroke and so now he is in the hospital and my grandma is alone. So I came over today and helped her out with some things and stuff.

Hey all! It's finally summer! Or at least for me it is. Ive been dying to see more of the D. Grayman episodes but the place I downloaded it from is being dumb. I found this new place that is really cool and I can download them more than one at a time. A problem for me is that our internet service is out. or our router isnt working and has to get repaired or get a new one. 

So Im on my dads computer because it has internet service. (He is on a different internet router.) So I might not be on that much considering that my computer wont connect to the internet and my dad is out of town so he cant fix it. *sighs*

Hey all! I'm doing a fanart for Chuchama of Lavi and Allen. Unfortunatly my scanner is busted and I need to get it repaired. Hopefully it wont take too long. Ive finished Lavi and now I'm off to drawing Allen. I plan on getting it up before this week ends. If not it will be really soon after that. I just hope my scanner will live.

Well here I am making a Live journal...guess I might as Well tell about myself.

First of all my name is Nicole. Its not a name that Im fond of but it was what was given to me so I might as well accept it.

I live in San Jose CA (California) and I go to Willow Glen High School. You know... Some people think "OH HIGH SCHOOL SOOO COOL!" um.....yea....no. I don't really care about being in High School but I have to go on with it because if you want to live your life succesfully than High School can help. I am to be a junior soon so Im kinda glad it's almost over. I am turning 17.

Im a nice person at least thats what my friends tell me. They say that I am always caring for them. I find it suprising because I once hated the human race in general. I know your thinking it's the next Terrorist. but Im not. I've actually gotten over it a little and have faced the fact that yes....we have minds that let us choose what we want to do unlike animals. Sometimes I think if we were animals it would be a lot easier. No polution, wars and stupid gang violence, not saying the people who are in gangs arent nice, they just happen to sometimes make ad choices.

BACK ON TO THE TOPIC

Some of my interests are:

*Painting (Art in general): I love art. When I do art I am able to get out my feelings on a peice of paper. I understand why some therapists have you draw how you feel because when you look hard enough you can tell what the picture is about. Photography is very cool as well. I bow down to the ones who know how to do photography. You are very skilled indeed. However...my thing in the art world is drawing anime. Now some of you are going "Oh We've landed on an anime geek here, time to go to a new journal" And you know thats fine with me. People have there own intrests and some people happen to look down on others who have intrests that they dont like. I don't judge people on looks, appearence or what they like. Your not giving them a chance. I have a deviant art page for those who know what that is and don't hesitate to ask what it is either. Im happy to tell you what it's about.

*Sports: Sports are something very important to me in my life. I used to figure skate but i lost the passion for it a while ago. I love tennis and feild hockey as well as vollyball. We just got a ping pong table and I have a lot of fun playing with my twin brother Philip and my lettle sister Janelle.

*Alone time: My time alone is crucial for me to have at least once everyday. It gives me time to stop and think about things and relax.

*Animals: I love animals in general. My parents say that I should be a vet but I know that it will take a lot of hard work and detication to get there.

*Dance: Dancing I guess is my new passion instead of figure skating. Its fun and lets me be active and I can use mty flexibility for it as an advantage. My sister is in dance to but she is having trouble with learning all of the splits. I try to help but I cant remember how I learned it.

Ok That's about enough for you to know now. I would really like to have some new friends and meet new people. Thank you for reading^^
                                                                                                -Nicole